We Are Free
Each attempt to love
leaves a scar, and
an empty breakfast table.
The heat will not let me go,
my body is the clown of it.
I am a nightmask,
horror's relevant kiss, this streak of satisfaction that love's technology
grants the lover.
I am free to give love,
though it rejects me.
A cynic fresh from questions
unanswerable.
I do not love you as the courts
love mischief.
I love you as the judge loves justice.
Let us go, set my people free!
The vast abyss, open to decaying voids,
these words are depths of the heart.
Let it go, let it be, either way we are free.
Freshen/Renew
Intuition is the way life dreams
without plan.
Whose mind is split without
the constant renewal of time?
The oceanic feeling--
these blank powers of existence.
I test my heart with a sorrowing leap,
and I surrender my title to the damned.
Every day I strain my poems
to make this incense fester like a corpse.
2 Poems by Ross Vassilev
animal kingdom
so many strange things
like that one time in a Kroger parking lot--
a young man walked up to me
and asked if he could pray for me
he said that God told him to pray
for the first man he sees walking with a limp
(I walk with a limp)
I said sure
so he put his hand on my shoulder
and sent a prayer on my behalf to Jesus
when he finished
he beamed with evangelical ecstasy
I said thanks
he said something I don't recall
and walked away.
so many strange things--
I was watching football one Sunday
the second game of the day
when I felt something weird in me
and wondered what it was
then suddenly it hit me:
every second that I watched that game
I was getting dumber
both in mind and in spirit
so I turned off the TV
and stopped watching crap of any kind
soon thereafter.
when I think of all the crap TV I used to watch
when I was a kid
(my poor brain!) hour after hour
it's a wonder I can think at all.
so many strange things--
my insane family
the white trash and their kids
and their dogs--
so many things
I'll never understand
and I've given up on trying.
zombified
it's a funny world we live in
where the people who slaughtered the Indians
and penned them up in reservations
keep talking about freedom.
I guess you need black slaves to build democracy
you need nuclear bombs too
and the biggest prison complex
the world has ever seen.
do these people
really believe their own bullshit?
here's some NO-bullshit:
I didn't mind working 40 hrs. a week--
what I did mind was sweating my ass off
for minimum wage till my feet hurt
in conditions that were more slavery than freedom
and all the union could say was sorry.
if zombies are the walking dead
then I certainly was one for a few years
till my luck kicked in for once
and I finally got a chance to work at
becoming a human being.
but when my luck runs out
(and I know that some day it will)
I'll be back in the warehouses
the supermarkets and dim factories
(if there's any factories left in America)
busting ass and bitching
and stinking of sweat
cuz when it comes to working for shit-money
I just don't feel like showering some days.
Poem by Corey Cook
To-Do List
Yvonne Alstead ripped up rummage sale
handkerchiefs and used the scraps to patch
her husband’s beloved coveralls. Dabbed
cotton balls soaked with hydrogen peroxide
on the nicks and burns plaguing his hands -
inflicted by car engines. Truck axels. Cooked
his steak on the grill, placed it before him
and cut it up as he watched Match Game
and barked, “Move your fat ass!” All until
the day he scratched “Get a life” on her list
of things to do. Sandwiched between “Scrub
kitchen floor” and “Wash and iron curtains.”
And so she did. She moved in with his brother
who made her pan-fried brook trout, left love
notes in her pockets and took her line dancing.
Open Call for Submissions
Very excited to announce today that the journal arm of Blind Vigilance Press, The Blind Vigil Revue has risen from the ashes and is back online! We currently have an open call for submissions and hope to be re-listed on Duotrope soon. Please read thoroughly through our Submission Guidelines and then send us some poems! Also in the very near future we expect to add additional staff. We hope for The Blind Vigil Revue to become as successful as Whisper & Scream Magazine was during its short run. We are pretty bare bones right now, but hope to bring forth some great content very soon. Thank you for reading!
Cheers,
Lee Lincecum, Managing Editor
Cheers,
Lee Lincecum, Managing Editor
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